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I think my alcoholism returned.

Nice to meet you, dad joke

Damn, I'm liking the embedding system here.

Tell me about it. I'm not sure if I regret watching that Down The Rabbit Hole episode. Holy shit! 1,000 posts already?!

And I thought I've avoided anything involving CWC... Still not dead ye... ah, fuck it. It's so good to be back here every now and then

Not dead yet.

That and the detuned guitars and lack of solos too.

I had a funny story about Some Kind of Monster: I 1st heard it through this "Metallica Greatest Hits". compilation that looked legit (has a good selection and artwork that looked the part) Having not heard the album before yet heard the reasons why they hate it, i decided to give it a shot. Needless to say, I liked it. The snare didn't sound as bad as people make it out to be. It's only the other day I realized that was the single version I heard! The "dreaded" snare sound is more prominent in the album mix. Still like it tho.

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I guess I should do a follow up on my last vent. A couple of things happened since then, and thankfully it ain't bad. I finally finished my thesis! and it turns out I got a lot of good grades this semester than I realized. This must be what vindication feels like lmao! Anyway, I'm just glad I got this shit over with. I'm at my semester break at the moment, so I'm now unwinding for the 1st time in months, do the stuff i've been wanting to do for a while! I mentioned in another post about this girl i fell for but is taken by some douche, I'm still coming to terms with that, it still fucking hurts, but i'm trying not to let it ruin my vibe.

We still here! Also, Welcome aboard, Robert!

Just some midnight Vodka

I'm cool with both Peter and Phil when it comes to Genesis. Solo-wise, I'm gonna have to lean more on Phil. That aside, here are my other favorite musicians (that i can think of at the top of my head at the moment): Rick Wakeman (godlike keyboard/piano skills, very funny and down to earth man) Brian May (love his guitar sound, and the fact he made his own guitar is an inspiration to me) James Hetfield (nothing screams badass more than this man, especially during Metallica's peak in the 80's-90's) John Entwistle and Cliff Burton (i wouldn't have taken bass seriously if it wasn't for them) Steve Howe (best way I can describe his playing are meticulous and intricate.) Tony Iommi (The Riff Lord. 'nuff said)

It's been a while, but here's my assignment. I'm mostly a 50's to 80's guy, half of them being the soul stuff and classic rock my dad listens to, the rest being prog rock, hard rock, reggae, and metal. I never got on with the alternative stuff, or bands like MCR for some reason, Lately, i'm going through a shitty phase, and coinciding with that, I've been delving further into metal, just some way to let out some shit. I've listened to the well known ones such as: Metallica, Megadeth, Judas Priest, and Pantera. From the ones not everyone know of, I got: Mercyful Fate: Black Metal group from Denmark, they go way back in the 80's. Just got into them lately after hearing Metallica cover a medley of their songs. Satanic vibes from them, their vocalist, King Diamond has that shriek that gives it a unholy vibe. For a taster, here's Metallica playing the Mercyful Fate medley with 4/5ths of Mercyful Fate guesting. Alestorm: I think Ross will like this. It's metal with a pirate theme, what more can you say? Over The Seas from their debut album sums up what they're all about for me. Van Canto: A capella metal, it's pretty much Pentantonix, but WAY hardcore. Even the guitar solos are done via distorted voice. I recommended these two, Stora Rövardansen and King. Sabaton: Power Metal and War. Each of their songs tell stories about different battles from different wars. This song in particular, Primo Victoria talks about the Normandy landing at D Day. That's the extent of modern stuff I've been hearing, besides Mercyful Fate.

So it must have been a few months since I last logged in here or Discord, so how am I feeling? Dreadful, just fucking dreadful. For the past months, ever since I've been getting anxiety attacks more frequently. It's making me feel withdrawn socially, it's affecting my thinking, I sound like a mumbling mess, the worse part is it's preventing me from finish THIS FUCKING THESIS AND I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME TO FINISH THIS SHIT. This aching feeling in my head telling "WHAT THE FUCK? YOUR WORK IS SHIT. WHY CAN'T YOU BE LIKE YOUR CLASSMATES?" It's keeping me from ever progressing. I've been crying more often than before, been drinking more just so I could sleep, even attempted to hang myself a few times, and I would do it again and again just to get out of this fucking hell I feel. I'm sorry if this seemed so heavy, but I'M TIRED, I'M SO FUCKING TIRED AND I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I JUST HOPE I DON'T WAKE UP TOMORROW

With Laidlaw finally releasing the plot for Episode 3, added by the fact that I don't play PC games as often as I used to before. I've accepted that HL3 will never happen.

I was me but now he's gone.

Welcome aboard you two!!!

And that's one off my childhood bucket list.

FUCKING RIDE THE LIGHTNING Z8CHD4KB1Mk

All those years with her just went to fucking waste. The last few months have been a painful blur what with the internship I've been doing last summer. I'd get a rest, but to paraphrase Gordon: "I still got shit to do!". I'm completely drained now, but i have to finish this semester. I HAVE TO FINISH THIS SEM-

From March til now: Fucking shit is what I'm feeling right now. Last year of college and I'm lagging behind on schoolworks so badly while my classmates are now graduated, my girl bestfriend/classmate who I've just fallen head over heels for got snatched by some asshole despite me doing a lot for her, and him doing fuck all, even pissing her off and one point, and I'm hating myself more each day thanks to all my innate stupidity, and naivety in life. Jesus Christ do I wanna fucking end myself now.

When life's just shit, every night is rum and coke night

Welcome back JC!!! Glad to see ya again. OT: Drinking rum

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