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Peanuts.

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*hugs Jeb tightly,crying*

WOOOOOOOW.JUST.FUCKING.WOW. THE MOMENT WHEN I WENT TO WASH THE DISHES AFTER GETTING A HEARTWARMING SPEECH FROM USHANKACAT ABOUT NOT COMMITING SUICIDE,I CUT MY FUCKING HAND AFTER I BROKE A GLASS.THAT KILLED MY FUCKING MOOD. WHAT NEXT? WHAT.FUCKING.NEXT?!!!!

He's trying to be a proffesional soldier as best as he can.Not exactly a sociopath.

I just don't know what the fuck to do anymore,Jeb. I've been made fun of,ridiculed,shunned and humiliated all my life because i'm different. I just wanted to have REAL and TRUE friends. BUT NO. It seems i've been trying to make friends with the wrong kind of people. I've never fitted in ANYWHERE. In fact,i don't think i've been fit for this already fucked up and corrupt country since I WAS BORN. Mom said I had some kind of problem as a baby.Some kind of mental/psychological/social problem.I made up nonsensical words very often and I was very angry when provoked.I couldn't make a normal conversation. My parents never sent me to kindergarden because of that problem. AND I BELIEVE I STILL HAVE THAT FUCKING PROBLEM AND IT'S FUCKING OBVIOUS. Why was I born this way?I'm weird.I'm crazy.I'm different.I'm weak.I'm pathetic......I wish that I was born a better person. I would rather die than lose my mind enduring any more of this suffering. I just want to end it.I'll die alone.

.......

Angry.Nothing but Anger.Hate.Depression.Frustration of said Anger. I'm Fucking.FURIOUS. Fuck this shit.FUCK IT ALL. I want to write a suicide note.

See? He's fine! Just be patient and you'll get to see him again! @Seattleite:Just try to make him be quiet.

Present.

YOU LOOK LIKE A FRUIT!!

Just calm down.Here. *virtual hug*

kJc8YeR_-P8 The "Open up." scenes crack me up.

Contact.

Hope it still rains.I like rain as well.

Stressful.

Jeb. Seth's going to be okay.Don't worry.We're here for you.Don't be as depressed and suicidal as some of us are,including me.You're the happiest girl on the forum.Be strong. If you want to talk,want a virtual hug/hand holding,we're here for you.Especially Vappy.

My bro showed me this video recently! Whoever did this is TALENTED and should join Valve! OT:o hai ther

I wish i was there,BUT MY FUCKING INTERNET IS BEING AN ASSHOLE AGAIN. I wish him best of luck to Seth.He's going to be alright,Jeb.

Bananas with apple juice.

Cold.

I don't have mobile internet on my phone yet.For now,i gotta be home to be on the forum.

I keep having this feeling for the need of sex....Christ,i'm perverted...