VeryShyPerson

My computer's graphic card sort of blew up and died.

My mother almost stuck a wire into a power supply unit and I had to shove her into a wall to make her not do that. She's mad at me now.

Thats not the end of it. Today I was cleaning my room and just it hit me again. This damn game. I just sort of fell on the floor and stayed there for a while. I wish I could say I was exaggerating or hyperbole but I'm not. I guess I just wasn't ready for something like this. I'd tell you to go to the doctor, but I don't think there's treatment for this shit. There probably is, but I'd rather not go back there again. It's just my stupid mind likes to latch onto things and refuse to let go. Sometimes I wonder if it'll result in my demise. I hope not.

Thats not the end of it. Today I was cleaning my room and just it hit me again. This damn game. I just sort of fell on the floor and stayed there for a while. I wish I could say I was exaggerating or hyperbole but I'm not. I guess I just wasn't ready for something like this.

The stupid thing about it is that it was their stupid monitoring software that was using up all the system resources on those computers. Oh yeah and you couldn't open the task manager if something or another locked up. I brought in a third-party task manager on my USB drive.

When I was in school, some of the computers would crash if you even brought up Solitaire, which IMO is an impressive feat.

Well blowing up computer hardware is always fun.

Well that makes sense.

I'd turn it off, open it up and look inside to see if you can figure out exactly what burned.

I think so.

I guess this game affected my brain somehow because when I went to bed I lay there for about an hour thinking about the ridiculousness of it and then I fell asleep and actually dreamed about the damn game and it was just awful. And I didn't even play it. Maybe watching it all in one sitting was a bad idea. I won't do that again. I guess too much of it is a good way to ensure a slow descent into madness.

The power went out a bit. Then later it came back on and then went off again and then my mother asked me to go outside to check something so I did and a tree branch blew down and hit me in the head but it wasn't that heavy so I'm okay. I'm a little nervous though. The power's back on though.

I feel like repeatedly bashing myself into a wall. That's not a good thing and it's pointless to do it as it won't make feel any better.

I watched it all in one sitting. I don't know the words for how I feel now. I guess it's a good thing I'm not the person who was actually playing it.

Get good break. Any particular reason why its three parts? I didnt got watching it yet so if it says there Ill find out but im curious otherwise.

We're supposed to get hit with a hurricane (or tropical storm, i forgot which) in a few hours maybe so Im just sort of waiting and feeling a bit nervous wondering if I forgot to do anything important.

its hot and very humid here. the humidex makes things so much worse and makes my arthritis bad too. i hate living in an awful damp place.

Well when I get tired of humans I can go up into space without dying and go explore around there.

I'll settle for becoming a robot.

Fair enough.

It's in my location so....

In Canada our voting works a lot differently than in the U.S. though. Like Canadians vote for their MP (member of Par- can't spell it) for their area and they take one seat in the big building and whichever political party has the most seats, the leader of that party becomes the Prime Minister. Because we have a bunch of different parties there can happen a minority government where the leader has less than half the seats, but still since they have more than any other party they still lead. I think there's a few major parties now, the Progressive-Conservatives, the Liberals, the NDP, one that's only in Quebec and I can't spell, and the Green Party (though I don't think they've ever got a seat, they keep trying though and they're sometimes included in debates). The provincial level is about the same, except it's called a legislative assembly instead of a Par- so the politics people are called MLAs instead of MPs. In school they once covered the U.S. voting system. It confused me a lot. Sorry i made this post too long

Speaking of politics I dont understand why alot of people vote for a certain party indiscriminately. Like Ive voted in three elections (one municipal, one provincial, and one federal) and before each I always go out and read the candidates platforms and important stuff and then I vote for who i feel is the best choice, not whoever is in a certain party. Though honestly i don't really think it makes any difference, and the last time i voted some old person yelled at me for voting apparently. i don't understand why.

wondering if im incredibly lucky or just stupid

This came up on the news: https://ca.news.yahoo.com/eus-almunia-says-could-probe-googles-youtube-dominance-123830484--finance.html I don't really understand it though.