ScottD.Betson

Loathing

I didnt think you had ADHD Rarity, If I am honest here, I do actually have autism, its not severe, but I have been diagnosed with it, I think I may have autism that acts closer to Asperger's syndrome, but I can say there are others out there who also have it, Darryl Hannah, Tim Burton, even Mozart had it, I believe Temple Garadin also has it, but yeah there are alot of people out there that do have either Autism or Asperger's even Dan Ackroyd does and he doesnt seem like he does....but he does have it, I can say its one of those disorders/disabilities that arent easy to overcome, its not like a simple hurdle you can jump over...I know I feel like at times I am in some twisted version of For Whom The Bell Tolls if it was mixed in with Ken Kesey's Cuckoos Nest, some Horatio Algier work and F Scott Fitzgeralds Great Gatsby, but at least I am able to be confident in myself at times to say such a thing to complete strangers over the worldwide web.

I actually want to say thanks for all of you guys for posting in this thread, I mean it sort of makes me feel like I am not alone out there, I mean I am doing my best looking for employment as a security guard, yes I am going to be a security guard (Ross has been one, so has DasBoSchitt) but I only want something solid so if I do become an actor I do have something I can in some ways go back to aswell, I mean I have the talent to become an actor, I just need my big break

I know I am a bit late to the party for this Thread but this really was hard on Brad Jones, The Cinema Snob honestly..... This was the post he had about Justin: I lost a brother today. One of my great friends Justin Carmical is gone. I remember on our long trips back from shooting in Kickassia, he and I often rode in the back of the van, the area where there's no seats, it's just a tiny area behind the backseat, and then the doors right behind us and we laughed and talked random shit like crazy. We both grew up on the same obscure movies, and even though he was a little older than me, it was like we grew up at the same time and same exact years. Shooting the shit with Justin was hilarious, whether it was talking about bad Brooke Shields movies, namely Pretty Baby, or our experiences in DJing at rather saucy locales, or 70s porno spoofs. The only birthday request I ever did was when Justin asked if I would ever do the Alice in Wonderland Porno Musical. Damn fucking right, who wouldn't love that movie? That's the kind of shit we talked about all the time. God fucking damn it. I'm sorry, I can't say that enough. Just, goddamn it. What the fuck. I saw him 3 weeks ago, it was like seeing a brother again after he'd been away for a year. We got drinks, planned on movie shoots, and again, talk about some great shitty Hollywood classics. I was the one that broke it to him that Endless Love was being remade. I wanna be back there again when, giving the man the biggest hug in the world, because it was only this month that we did give each other the biggest hug in the world. Justin really was one of the happiest guys I was ever around. The man was at home when he was around his friends. Both of us are. And now he's gone and all I can think about is how happy he said he was that we were all together this month at magfest. Fucking damn it. I tell myself that you can feel like shit for writing an entry like this, you can feel like shit for not seeing that maybe something was wrong personally, you can feel like shit for reacting however you react, but at the end of the day, someone extremely important to me is gone, a great, wonderful friend, and as old as I get in life, I'm never going to forget him. He was my brother before today, he's my brother today, and he's going to be my brother for as long as I live. I hope he knows just how much I and other people love him. Goodbye my friend. You sexy voiced beast. From "Suburban Knights" - Justin made a magnificent Jareth from Labyrinth. I agree he did, and Brad made an awesome Indiana Jones, but Angry Joe just did a hilarious Inigo Montoya

RUM Monster Energy Whisky and for eating: Scalloped potatoes and tomorrow will be Canadian Thanksgiving Dinner so I will be eating some awesome turkey

Well if anyone should give me a nickname I would want it to be something involving a classic movie, like someone should honestly call me Mr Blonde

Watching Blaxploitation films including Jackie Brown, (may do an Elmore Leonard film Marathon, so any film that was a book that got adapted into a film where the book was originally by Elmore Leonard, solid examples are Get Shorty, Be Cool and Jackie Brown (Rum Punch), and others)

Punisher

Multiply

Ricky Martin

I know if I had money, heck if I had tons of money Ross, I would send it to you, since I think I would if I could give you 20 million dollars, I would honestly want you to finish THE MOVIE! and also get a good pair of shoes, and heck move into a big house where you can dedicate a chunk of it into a recording booth, so you can go apeshit crazy with all the recording you do, hell I would also give you that 20 million to also see Half Life 2 Freemans Mind even if it happens after The Movie

vK4gv11PTI8 #NOSTALGIA!!

Kelevera

Slevin

Reboot

prequel

Movie

Egon Spengler Peter Venkman

Wrong artwork for the song, this wasnt from that album, it was from the 2nd Charlies Angels film which would mean that the song would actually be from The Hard Road really, OT: Im currently listening to Within Temptation

Ray Liotta

I want to describe my day in one word but its hard so how my day can be described as right now is a song: The Real Folk Blues

Numb

Dr pepper and some hot wings

Listening to The Real Folk Blues from Cowboy Bebop

Im glad to hear your voice pack stuff isnt going to waste now, I know I wouldnt sell the voice pack or anything, I would more or less use some of the quotes for my ringtones or something, but hey I am just glad to hear some good news from you Ross