kirkus

http://www.radicalplay.com/madcars/ 1 Part Race car game 1 Part Destruction Derby 1 Part sending your smashed up racer off huge jumps to do sweet tricks (which makes you go...faster!!!) Pure Madess This game will rock all your collective socks off There is also an online multiplayer version out there

I can't figure out the whole thing with making the video pop up...but you get the point

Read each number out loud....individually.. 1 1 was a horse 1 2 was 1 2 1 1 1 1 race 1 2 1 1 2

I had a dream years ago that these horrible monsters not dissimilar from the things in pitch black (The movie hadn't existed at this point) were killing me over and over...it was like I was trapped in an FPS...with no guns and infinite lives. And they kept tearing me to pieces. What I remember most vividly about the dream is the feeling on their claws running me through...and feeling a combination of searing pain, numbness and a weird cold as everything faded to black. I think I died like a dozen times that night. When I was around the same age I was at a swimming pool and this kid who always bullied me finally made through with his treats that he was going to kill me. He was about twice my size... Anyways he held my head under water trying to drown me. I remember fighting him with all the strength I had. Think of that feeling when you're holding your breath for as long as you can and how towards the end the pain in unbearable. As I finally ran out of air and energy I remember giving in for a brief moment being at total peace with my impending doom. I took a full breath of water into my lungs as I blacked out. That feeling of accepting the water into me was one of the most beautiful things I've ever experienced. I came too on the side of the pool...my older brother had saved me and I was coughing up water. When I was in a darker time in my life I did contemplate suicide....the only thing holding me back at one point was the knowledge of how much my death would hurt the people I cared about. I realize that to get to that point in your life where you just want to end it really sucks and it seems like the best option....but suicide is also one of the most selfish things a person can do as far as I'm concerned.

I personally Identify as Atheist, but I've gotta say I've experienced things that make me believe there is more at work in the universe than what we are able to perceive and quantify. I don't believe this "energy" is necessarily conscious in what it does...but there's more going on than what we know. A problem I have with some religions is the idea that the god(s) that create the world/us/etc. demand that we worship it/them or go to hell. What kind of all powerful, all knowing deity would really demand that we do such a thing...they ought to be concerned about more important things...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1D4s1xOgNg

www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzToNo7A-94

Here is a bit of a critique on the whole thing...written by crimethinc. Makes some decent points. Doubt there are many people here who read up much on anarchism but I felt this was pretty legit. http://zinelibrary.info/files/dearoccupiers-web.pdf

I'm Kirkus I've been into FM for about a year and a half or so I'm a punkrocking, washboard playing, bearded botany major from Nova Scotia