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There is no way in hell the devs won't get picked up by Valve. This is some serious high quality stuff right here.

Spending so much damn time with that one friend. I know I shouldn't do it because I get a little too used to it and when I don't do it for once I suddenly feel very lonely. That and I don't have time to do homework when she is over from pretty much the end of my school until my parents get home(at which point I need to do a bunch of chores and the rest of the free time I do have left I'd like to enjoy myself).

Scientists have recently discovered that Boobs™ are awesome, regardless of Gender.

On the other side of the coin the "I'm gonna play Mario on my Sega, I'm such a geek!" people are also pretty annoying. Both sides are just screaming for attention.

Welcome back, darling. How was it there wherever you were?

That's not a problem, I am generally a nice person(sometimes to nice for my own good). I just can't imagine how it is to loose someone that close. I'd feel like I'd be devastated if I were to loose my mother(which is basically what her grandma was to her).

Ok. So since we don't seem to have a real topic, I might as well as a question. First some context. So Yesterday evening, this girl(yes, that girl. I really don't have many other friends :/) called me and asked me to go to the hospital with her after school today, because her grandmother was hospitalized. Fast forward to this morning and when I see her in the morning she tells me we won't have to go there anymore. Sadly, this is not the first time it has happened to her. A good friend of hers died of cancer and her handicapped brother died last year. Now I knew her grandmother, I have met her before. And now she's not here anymore. This is the closest I have ever been to death. I have never been confronted with it. Anyone I know or care about is still alive. And I wonder how do people deal with it to loose someone close to them. So my question is, have you ever lost a loved one and how did you deal with it? PS. I hope this is not too serious of question for general chat. PPS. The girl has been pretty upset since last night, but she came over today and I was able to make her laugh and cheer her up a bit.

^Not my pic. And I got the hardcover.

Man. Since I've stopped worrying I am feeling way better. Hung out with her today(again) and It was really fun. I am super tired now but I still feel jolly and just good about the day I had. Thanks once again.

Why yes, yes I am! What's your favorite season? OT: I found my old foot massage machine. Hoping it still works.

<3!

I have yet to play the Stalker games(damn you, Steam Summer sale), but I did play Metro 2033 and REALLY enjoyed that game. Looking forward to Last Light and gonna keep an eye on Vostok. MMOFPS always sounds interesting to me.

You know what. You're right. I am exactly like that. With a group of people I am generally not that good, but if I talk to someone in person I feel like I do better. Especially after today. First day of classes, I have noticed that over the course of the vacation I have grown to be a lot less scared of social interaction. Funnily, that girl is pretty much is the only one I have hung out with in the vacation. Guess she helped me more than I realized. Thanks for the kind words and good advice.

Yes. Everything changed when the fire nation attacked.

Interesting combination.

Please tell me you're a Dexter fan. OT: Having a bath kind of helped. I feel a little more relaxed now. Guess I might go to bed now, since I really don't have anything to do and I'd rather start my first day of classes awake.

Gonna go take a bath and try to relax my brain.

But why me? I don't see anything about me that someone would want to hang out with me, especially when there are other people to hang out with. And why now, in the past no one has really wanted to hang out with me that much. It just doesn't make sense to me but I can't stop thinking about it. Generally distracting me with gaming or something works but now I can't stop trying to figure out what it is.

Can't be my wallet. First of all I don't have a wallet and secondly I am pretty much broke 24/7. And if I'm not broke I still have to pay something. There is really nothing to be gained from me. Well it is. There is nothing I can name that I have truly achieved. I can't name anything I am particularly good at. And the fact that I have the social skills of a duck is glaringly obvious.

Ok. So, since a week or two I have been hanging out with this friend of mine on a daily basis. But I am starting to feel like I don't deserve it. I mean, she is fucking awesome in every way possible. She is good looking, always in a happy mood, can be friends with anyone, a loyal friend, independent, a bit rebellious but still responsible and smart enough to know when stupid stuff is getting out of hand, not weak either(she kicks ass on a regular basis), she can dance, dance on ice skates, sing, sail and list goes on and on. She is just an all around badass. And there's me, I'm not smart, not funny, I don't look good, I'm socially inept, have barely any friends, have no talents, have never achieved anything and my only real hobby is gaming. Why should I get be friends with her. I just don't deserve it.

All the types I know by name are Brunost, Brie and Gouda. The rest is just cheese to me.

D'awww, what kind of dog is it?

Which is why I just don't say a word and just vanish for a month or so Same for me. Let's hope it is nothing serious.