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¨There's always a lot of snow up these latitudes. But having trees to actualy drop branches and crack your skull, that's new.

Sure life has a meaning, any meaning yo give to it. In buddhism if you live a perfect life, you reach nirvana, Nietzsche called his ideal The Superman. I believe that if you live standing up to your own ideals and fighting those who are up against them, you've done more than enough. We may not choose how we are born or how we are raised, but we have the choise to fight for what we believe in and die for it. And that should be all the meaning you need in your life.

Shipping is 17 dollars? and it takes up to three weeks to arrive? Fine, I buy a shirt.

There's so much snow on the trees that the branches are breaking and falling off. It's a minefield in the forest.

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Looks like the Freeman's Mind "megamonth" is going to happen after all, if Ross releases all the episodes he's finished simultaneously.

Dishonored. Played about four missions. Got bored. Played some solitaire instead. Had fun.

I was bullied because I had long hair, called faggot and such, had my things broken or stolen (this was in the 90's). Then I grew bigger than all the bullies and kicked their ass.

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Drinking alone in the dark is great. Listening to silence, not so great.

The Avengers. What a horrible piece of ****. They gotta stop doing these Superhero movies. The original hulk was one of my favorite movies. So was dark knight. Now they've just turned into something... really, really bad. I used to read these comics in the 90's. There was a story behind all those screens of action sequenses. Now it's just... meh.

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Agh, agh, agh, agh... It was good enough for facebook, it's good enough here.

jujLfxQUmac ' Sensual awakening Numbing feeling's dead Conception's romanticised Synthesized broken heart's to bled Without emotion you heartstring's played Strummed and severed to the tune of a tragic serenade [A tragic chorus] Without emotion, your heartstrings break Snapped and severed to the tune of a tragic, sad cliche No love lost When all is said and done There's no love lost The low cost of loving Amorous travesty Human frailties and weakness are easy prey How your poor heart will bleed

I've payed Badur's Gate through at least four or five times. I never got to Baldur's gate II though, the beginning is horrible and you lose your direction as you try to get the 50 000 to move forwards.

Me poing for an RPG.

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I had a pin that said "I love Satan" rigth next to it was a pin with the head of Lenin surrounded by a cycle and a hammer. It was three years ago. Everyone still calls me a satanist or a communist. I don't care. I work in the forest now. It's redicilous how a person can be classified by their appearance three years later. I don't understand those people and never will. They don't understand self-improvement. THEY are stuck in the past. I am not.

d8fd4DJfz5I It is night: now do all leaping fountains speak louder. And my soul too is a leaping fountain. It is night: only now do all songs of the lovers awaken. And my soul too is a song of the lover.

Russian armed forces commander, general Nikolai Makarov, warns with exceptional frankness of Finland joining Nato. In the National Defense Course Association’s conference in Helsinki, Makarov’s lectured that Finland’s Nato membership would be a threat to Russian security. Makarov expressed his concern that Finland and Nato’s deepening cooperation might lead to membership in a military alliance. In his view, Finland should rather deepen military cooperation with Russia. Makarov criticized also the Finnish Defense Force’s increased practice activities near the Russian border. To the list of negative issues, of Russian opinion Makarov added still Nordic joint defense cooperation and Finland’s aid to Georgia’s endeavors to restore South Ossetia and Abkhazia their control. “We think such measures do not correspond to the objectives of bilateral cooperation,” Makarov said. Finnish Defense Minister Stefan Wallin for his part stated on Tuesday that Finland makes its own decisions independently. “Finland gets to freely express its positions, this is a free country.” According to Wallin, “Finland assesses its government programs in relationship to Nato on the basis of the interests of its own national security and defence politics. This statement tells that Finland makes evaluations and decisions itself and independently.” Source: Helsingin Sanomat

Drinking beer and enjoying the last week of my involuntery vacation.