Blightmare

Firing up Unity to do some basic AI behavior. (moving, wandering, etc)

I was actually watching the recent Legendary gameplay video. drinking coffee and reading.

Watching Funhaus on youtube.

My standard breakfast: Buttered English muffins with keylime yogurt and vanilla almond tea.

Debatable, but not going to. OT: Eating breakfast.

Watching Battlefront gameplay. It looks fun, but it doesn't look worth $60.

My friend managed to got 307 mods on his game before it stopped working and even then the game was falling apart. He kept getting killed by invisible dragons with no hitboxes. and every time he fast traveled he'd load in with 2 dead dogs. OT: DoA5. You know, anyone thinking of getting this game for the story should not get this game for the story. This game is clearly fighting and tits. I mean, I'm sure there was a story somewhere once but if the games story was a sentence then they took out the nouns, the adjectives, and the verbs and left only a couple scattered prepositions here and there. Like you're hearing PART of a story, but everything important is missing. I guess my first mistake was even expecting a story. I knew what I was getting into, and I still looked.

So because the actions I took before going to bed were playing and beating a horror game and then watching a playthrough of that horror game I was sure I was gonna have a nightmare. I was half right because my dream was me watching 2 youtubers attempt to do a playthrough of my nightmare. I woke up incredibly confused.

You know it never really struck me until now, but the day this forum disabled sig images, I pretty much stopped making art. And not out of spite or anything like that, I simply lost my last incentive. Back then most of my art was just photoshopping things into sig images and I loved getting wildly creative with it. I would then use it for a bit until the next one and that was always my drive. When they were disabled I guess I just had no reason to keep making them since this is now pretty much the only forum I go to. Haven't really used photoshop for anything outside of practical uses since. Don't mind me, just doing my usual "Early morning thought train derailment"

SOMA. So apparently it wasn't a one item inventory, you just never needed to carry much all at once. I also beat it. That was quite the ending.

The problem with tumblr though is it's a mass majority of the userbase and they tend to bully others off the site. It often seems like if anyone even expresses an opinion that varies from what the social justice warriors believe is right then they're harassed to the point of deleting their own blogs. Sometimes even spam reports to the staff until the blog is removed. It's really disgusting. Especially since some of the instances I've seen of this happening were people quite literally saying "it's not as bad as you make it out to be" There was one instance where they even attacked an artists paypal and got it shut down because he did adult oriented commissions themed over a TV show. Set the artist back $5000, and then went to brag about "justice had been dealt"

Metro 2033 Redux The fact alone that I can now stealth people without alerting enemies on the other side of the whole game is worth the 5 dollars I paid for both of these games.

Guys this is serious... I can't change my avatar...

I kinda forgot about it for a bit after 49 because things got rather busy for me then. I looked at my bookmarks and saw it and thought "oh yeah. That exists."

AND NOT LIKE A HOMOSEXUAL, LIKE A LITERAL, WALKING FRUIT! ... EGGPLANT!

I think reality is telling me to get off the computer and do something else. Like everything I've done in the past 1-2 hours has somehow led to me stumbling across hatred and toxicity. Like I wanted to see what the fan theories for fnaf 4 ending was (odd cuz I've never actually played any of them) and somehow came across an unhealthily toxic argument between whether or not one of the animatronic characters was male or female. Like actual threats of tracking down and torturing to death level of hatred over something as irrelevant as a gender of a character from a game that isn't even a sapient being IN THE GAME. Then I stumbled on a hate-meme for the CAD comic that used the topic of a miscarriage to mock anything and everything they could with yet again unhealthy levels of venom in every response. This was all directly followed by yet another "fuck " viral tumblr post. Why do so many people dwell on hatred so much? It's such an unpleasant feeling. And why they gotta bring other people in to it to? You're doing no one any favors by focusing so much on what you hate, especially not yourself.

Vegeta: "Did you just... talk out your ass?" Cell: "Well, to be fair Vegeta, you are part of my DNA" Vegeta: "Oooh, that was the closest thing you've done to damage since I've gotten here."

Watching DBZ Abridged ep. 50.

0QlchZy7R_s The "One loner to another" part is easily my favorite part.

Sleep (finally)

OT: Tired and frustrated. This is one of the worst bouts of insomnia I think I've had. 4 days on 3 hours of restless sleep and it's starting it take it's toll. I'm having trouble remembering things when i talk. Like I'll forget the name of someone I just said seconds after saying it or I'll trail off becuase I forgot what I was saying WHILE talking about it. Then there's the hallucinations. Only audio thankfully. Mostly I keep thinking I'm hearing background noise. Like i walked out to the kitchen and thought someone was watching TV in the livingroom cuz I could hear it but no else is home right now and the living room is dark. On top of that I hear distant crowds, kinda like the low drone you hear at an outdoor gathering except farhter away. I hate this please let me sleep brain.

One of those pumpkin streusel muffins and a cup of honey & ginseng green tea. The aromas of each mixed and created something amazing. My room smells like everything good about the holidays mixed with world peace.

m7PzrAWlIKE Been in a real downtempo mood (not cuz I'm down. Just cuz I like the tempo. zing)

Update on blizzcon position: I think I got it? It's weird. There wasn't even an interview. I went in, Filled out some paperwork and was told that everything checked out and they'd be sending me an email with more info on the job later. Huh.

Well there go my hopes and plans of attending this interview well rested. In typical "fuck you" fashion insomnia HAS TO HAVE the last words. Couldn't it just, idunno, fuck off for a week and let me be? I must have laid there for 3 hours and couldn't get any sleep and I only got like an hour the night before this. Ugh. Well time to go try and score a temp job on 3 hours of restless sleep and a pissy attitude. I better hear that xbox achievement diddy if I land this.